ShatteredSocialScene

If I could relive something in my past I would relive all my past relationships. I believe when I was younger I craved companionship and a male figure so badly, being an only child and having a bastard childhood, I settled for anyone to satisfy such a need without thinking it through. I felt as if I needed someone there, especially a male. Desperate? Perhaps. Looking back on it now I realize I was exceptionally dependent, lonely and probably  ill-equipped for a relationship with a guy. With a new outlook independency has come. I don't need a man to make me happy;with prior notions I thought differently. I need myself and a form of positivism.